And he broke the bank

You know when you think every things going to be OK. Well its not. I am not in a happy place right now!

I last night curled up in bed thinking happy thoughts cos the husband would be home tomorrow. Only he screwed up in most spectacular fashion. At 2.30 am I was rudely awoken by my mobile. Check the bank account barked a pissed husband I think I have overspent. So I log in and check stuff thinking wtf have you dipped into the account for. He was given $300 for expenses. He also had $300 dollars of my money on him because we didn't know he got expenses upfront. He had taken $500 so that's $800 in total that he shouldn't have spent. Pissed up a fucking wall.

My sofa money gone. Children's uniform money gone. Gardeners wages gone. Pissed off does not even come close. I am livid. We now have hardly a bean to see us through till pay day. How can he be so irresponsible? Why do I have to sort out the mess. I will be the one who has to juggle things cancel things and generally go without. I was so cross last night especially since he kept phoning me been remorseful one moment and yelling at me the next. I even looked up where I would stand if we split with regards to my visa conditions. It could go one of 3 ways really. I would either have 2 weeks to leave the country. I could be granted residency as we have a child. He could take me to court and stop me leaving the country even if I wanted to as we have a child. OK so looking up that stuff was a major overreaction on my part. I know this. But god there is only so much I can take. I was in bits last night / this morning. Tearful panicky but the lovely ladies of my tinternet home sorted me out. Yes I'm cross but I'm no longer emotional. I love the man but right now I want to kick him in the teeth.